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No Turning Back
Is this really happening?
How can that be?
What will happen now?
Will we ever see each other again?
Why did we do it?
How could I let this happen?
I thought our friendship would never be broken!
I thought we were invincible...
Is this really happening?
I'm loosing my best friend,
My only true friend!
Why us?
Why her?
Why me?
Can't we just live in piece!
Please God don't let me loose her!
Please God she's my only true friend!!
Is this really happening?
Why can't we just move on?
Move on and forget all about this!
I feel so alone,
I can't control these tears,
I can't let this happen!
But what can I do?
It's to late now,
And there's no turning back!!
-Me-
-2002
 I've Cried...
I've cried for you,
I've cried for me,
I've cried for all that we can see.
I've called your name,
I've reached out my hand,
But everything stays the same.
I tried to hide it,
I tried to be happy again,
But it was found.
I've cried for you,
I've cried for me,
I've cried for all that we can't see.
I've felt your joy,
I've felt your pain,
I've even felt hells pouring rain.
I've prayed for you,
I've prayed for me,
I've prayed our would could be whole again.
I've cried for you,
I've cried for me,
I've cried for all that we can see.
I've made a mistake,
I've taken a wrong turn,
And now there's no turning back.
I've prayed to God,
I've followed the devil,
But I'm neither good nor evil.
I've cried for you,
I've cried for me,
I've cried for all that we can't see...
-Me-
-2002
Love?
We say that we love,
But don't show it,
Why is that?
Is it that we are afraid?
Or maybe too shy?
What ever's the case,
We as humans,
As men,
As women,
We need to say,
The things,
That need to be said.
-Me-
-2001
I'm Sorry
We say that we hate,
But don't really mean it.
We hurt others feelings,
And later we regret it.
Why do we do these things,
When we know they are wrong?
All these things do is break love,
And friendship,
And ruin our lives.
So tell all the people,
The people you have hurt,
That you are sorry,
And this time you mean it!
-Me-
-2001
"Life"
How did it get this far?
It hurts me deep inside,
I feel so empty,
I have no were to hide,
My feelings are just so confusing!
One half of me wants to run,
Another wants me to stay,
What should I do?
I don't even feel like,
any of this is real,
Am I really here?
I can't go on like this,
I just can't take it any more!
I hate life,
I wish I were dead!
Why does it hurt so badly?
Not just my body,
But my soul.
I have to be dreaming!
What is going on?
It's so confusing!
I need to get away!
Has our friendship ended?
Has she forgoten all about me,
Or is this just a dream?
It has to be!
It's just so real!
This "life" is so confusing!
I can't figure it out!
Why am I here?
Who am I?
I wish I could run away,
Run away from this pain!
I wish I could hide,
And never be found!
"Life" is so painful!
Why does it have to be?
Will my problems solve themselves,
Or will I have to for them?
I'm just so confused!
-Me-
-2002
Thoughts & Dreams
My thoughts and dreams,
Haunt my mind.
It's all happend so quickly,
But yet so slow.
My dreams are,
Filled with visions of pain,
and sorrow.
My thoughts are,
Of what may happen,
In days and weeks,
To come.
My thoughts and dreams,
Poison me,
Draining all life,
From my body.
I'm scared,
And confused.
The yelling and crying,
Still run fresh through my mind.
I hear whispers,
In the black of night.
Whispers of hope,
And peace.
But I cry to hard,
Too listen to them,
My face is hot,
And my eyes are burning.
If only this hadn't happened,
Maybe none of this,
Would hurt so badly.
I wish we could,
Go back to that day,
And change it all,
But we can't.
My thoughts and dreams,
Hurt my heart and soul,
The pain is beyond belife.
My dreams,
Corupt my mind,
And fill my heart,
With blackness.
My thoughts,
Fill me with fear,
Not only do I cry,
On the outside,
But the inside as well.
I wish so much,
That we could turn back,
But that could never be,
So here I will lay,
with my head between my knees...
-Me-
-2002
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